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27 June 2009 @ 07:04 am
COME JOIN US IN whedonland!!!!

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Okay if you have not heard of this communtiy allow me to inform you: IT IS AWESOME!

It's a very active community for all Fandoms within the Whedonverse (BTVS, ATS, Firefly/Serentiy, Dollhouse, etc.) You sign up, apply for a team in one of those fandoms (I'm a browncoat=D) and then you try to stop the apocalypse. You stop the apocalypse by earning points, you earn points by participating in the community--writing fic, making graphics, playing games--and doing weekly tasks such as pimping out the community and writing challenges. It is meant to be a very fun place. If you are interested drop by & sign up!!!!!
 
 
l0cal: Home.
m00d: excitedexcited
n0ise: Linkin Park ; In The End
 
 
23 June 2009 @ 10:23 pm
1--The comm made it to 100 posts today. Not sure if that's squee worthy or anything--but I'm delighted by this news. Hee. I'm a dork, what can I say?♥
2--I have a new comm that is now up and running if anyone is interested. It is NOT a challenge community. A prompt challenge may appear every once in awhile but that is not it's focus. It is called [info]firefly_smut and it's exactly what the name says. A home for smut from within the Firefly/Serenity fandom. If you are interested then drop on by--all pairings are welcome--I just happen to be a Rayne-aholic. Hee.
 
 
l0cal: Home.
m00d: crazycrazy
n0ise: Marilyn Manson ; This Is The New Shit
 
 
07 January 2009 @ 12:08 am
From Themed Table 05:

1. “If music be the food of love, play on.” -Orsino; Twelfth Night (I.1.1)
2. "The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars, but in ourselves, that we are underlings.” -Cassius; Julius Caesar (I.2.141-142)
3. “Infirm of purpose! Give me the daggers.” -Lady Macbeth; Macbeth (II.2.55-56)
4. “By Jove, I am not covetous for gold, nor care I who doth feed upon my cost; it yearns me not if men my garments wear; such outward things dwell not in my desires: but if it be a sin to covet honor, I am themost offending soul alive.” -King/Henry V; Henry V (IV.3.25-30)
5. “But while I say one prayer!” -Desdemona; Othello (V.2.83)
6. “Her clothes spread wide, and mermaidlike awhile they bore her up, which time she chanted snatches of old lauds, as one incapable of her own distress, or like a creature native and indued unto that element.” -Queen; Hamlet (IV.7.173-178)
7. “Wherefore rejoice? What conquest brings he home?” -Murellus; Julius Caesar (I.1.32)
8. “If we shadows have offended, think but this and all is mended – that you have but slumbered here while these visions did appear.” -Puck; A Midsummer Night's Dream (V.1.415-418)
9. “Suffer love! – a good epithet. I do suffer love indeed, for I love thee against my will.” -Benedick; Much Ado About Nothing (V.2.63-64)

Other Quotes You May Wish to Use for Writer's Choice:

1. “O, swear not by the moon, th’ inconstant moon, that monthly changes in her circled orb, lest that thy love prove likewise variable.” -Juliet; Romeo and Juliet (II.2.109-111)
2. "This fellow is wise enough to play the fool, and to do that well craves a kind of wit." -Viola; Twelfth Night (III.1.53-54)
3. "It is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing." -Macbeth; Macbeth (V.5.26-28)
4. "I come to bury Caesar, not to praise him." -Marc Antony; Julius Caesar (III.2.74)
5. "Now is the winter of our discontent made glorious summer by this son of York; and all the clouds that lowered upon our house in the deep bosom of the ocean buried." -Richard; King Richard III (I.1.1-4)
6. "The quality of mercy is not strained; it droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven upon the place beneath." -Portia; The Merchant of Venice (IV.1.182-184)
7. "'Tis now the very witching time of night, when churchyards yawn and hell itself breathes out contagion to this world." -Hamlet; Hamlet (III.2.363-365)
8. "She pined in thought, and with a green and yellow melancholy she sat like patience on a monument, smiling at grief." -Viola; Twelfth Night (II.4.109-112)
9. "All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players; they have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages." -Jaques; As You Like It (II.7.138-142)
10. "I come to answer thy best pleasure; be't to fly, to swim, to dive into the fire, to ride on the curled clouds." -Ariel; The Tempest (I.2.190-192)
11. "And since you know you cannot see yourself so well as by reflection, I, your glass, will modestly discover to yourself that of yourself which you yet know not of." -Cassius; Julius Caesar (I.2.69-72)
12. "There's matter in these sighs, these profound heaves." -Claudius; Hamlet (IV.1.1)
13. "I had rather hear my dog bark at a crow than a man swear he loves me." -Beatrice; Much Ado About Nothing (I.1.124-126)
14. "Madness in great ones must not unwatched go." -Claudius; Hamlet (III.2.188)
15. "There is a tide in the affairs of men which, taken at the flood,leads on to fortune; omitted, allthe voyage of their life is bound in shallows and in miseries." -Brutus; Julius Caesar (IV.2.270-273)
 
 
m00d: aggravatedaggravated
 
 
05 January 2009 @ 07:48 pm

Lyrics
For Song Prompts #02 - Linkin Park Rules

Given Up - Minutes To Midnight
Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

Goddddddd!!!!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

Papercut - Hybrid Theory
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
Like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
But I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but

Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)

So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

The sun
I feel the light betray me
The sun
I feel the light betray me

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

Don't Stay - Meteora
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need you to go

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know
Somehow I need to be alone

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay

I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away
I don’t need you anymore, I don’t want to be ignored
I don’t need one more day of you wasting me away

With no apologies

Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don’t stay
Don't stay
Don't stay

Crawling - Hybrid Theory
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling/I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

No More Sorrow - Minutes To Midnight
Are you lost
In your lies
Do you tell yourself I don't realize

Your crusade's a disguise
Replace freedom with fear
You trade money for lives

I'm aware of what you've done

No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced

I see pain
I see need
I see liars and thieves
Abuse power with greed

I had hope
I believed
But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived

You will pay for what you've done

No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced

Thieves and hypocrites
Thieves and hypocrites
Thieves and hypocrites

No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced

No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
Your time has come to be replaced
Your time has come to be erased

Breaking The Habit - Meteora
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

Faint - Meteora
I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

(No)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)
(Hear me out now)
(You're gonna listen to me, like it or not)
(Right now)

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

(I can't feel the way I did before)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)
(Time won't heal this damage anymore)
(Don't turn your back on me)
(I won't be ignored)

I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

In Between - Minutes To Midnight
Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan

Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand

I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is

Pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

In The End - Hybrid Theory
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Leave Out All The Rest - Minutes To Midnight
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

 
 
l0cal: Home.
m00d: calmcalm
n0ise: Pink - I'm Not Dead
 
 
05 January 2009 @ 07:38 pm

Lyrics
For Song Prompts #01 - Mixed Tape
Coma White - Marilyn Manson
There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile

You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls

You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Bring Me To Life - Evanescence, feat. Paul McCoy
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

Hot N Cold - Katy Perry
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak
Cryptically

I should know
That you're no good for me

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don't really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring

I should know that
You're not gonna change

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don't really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
(you) You don't really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

Falling Away From Me - Korn
Hey, I'm feeling tired.
My time, is gone today.
You flirt with suicide.
Sometimes, that's ok.
Do what others say.
I'm here, standing hollow.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Day, is here fading.
That's when, I would say.
I flirt with suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain.
I can always say.
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming some sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
It's lost and can't be found.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
Slow it down.

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming some sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

Twisting me, they won't go away.
So I pray, go away.

Life's falling away from me.
It's falling away from me.
Life's falling away from me.
Fuck!

Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming some sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.

Control - Puddle Of Mudd
I love the way you look at me
I feel the pain you place inside
Lock me up inside ya dirty cage
While Im alone inside my mind

I like to teach you all the rules
Id get to see them set in stone
I like it when you chain me to the bed
There ya secrets never shone

I need to feel you
You need to feel me
I cant control you
Youre not the one for me, no

I cant control you
You cant control me
I need to feel you
So whys it involve

I love the way you rape my skin
I feel the hate you place inside
I need to get your voice out of my head
Cause Im the guy youll never find

Im faking all of the rules
Theres no expressions on your face
Im hoping some day you will let me go
Release me from my dirty cage

I need to feel you
You need to feel me
I cant control you
Youre not the one for me, no

I cant control you
You cant control me
I need to feel you
So whys it involve...you and me..

I love the way you look at me
I love the way you smack my ass
I love the dirty things you do
I have control of you

I need to feel you
You need to feel me
I cant control you
Youre not the one for me, no

I cant control you
You cant control me
I need to feel you
So whys it involve you and me..
Youre not the one for me, no
Youre not the one for me, no
Youre not the one for me, no
Youre not the one for me, no

Circles - Hollywood Undead
Take my hand lets go,
Somewhere we can rest our souls.
We'll sit where it's warm,
You say look we're here alone.

I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

I'm scattered through this life.
If this is life I'll say good bye.

She's gone like an angel,
With wings let me burn tonight.

I was running in circles
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

I see me writin on this paper.
Prayin for some savior.
Wishin intake her and save her.

In a world so, so godless and thoughtless,
I don't know how we wrought this,
All the love that you brought us.

It feels like I'm killin myself.
Just wheelin myself.
Just to pray for some help.

I'd give it all just to have, have your eternity.
Cause it's all that assures me.
It's worth all that hurts me.

I'd give you my heart,
And let you just hold it.
I'd give you my soul,
But I already sold it.

On that day that day,
The day I walked away in December.
I will always remember.
I'll regret it forever.

I remember brown eyes,
So sad and blue skies.
Turned to darkness and night.
I'm so sick of the fight.

I won't breathe unless you breathe,
Won't bleed unless you bleed.
Won't be unless you be,
'Till I'm gone and I can sleep.

I was running in circles
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

I've gone away,
Seen better times in yesterday (I hurt myself).
It's hard to say,
That everything will be okay (I hurt myself).

I've gone away,
Seen better times in yesterday (I hurt myself).
It's hard to say,
That everything will be okay (I hurt myself)

Numb - Disturbed
Bleeding now I'm
Crying out I'm
Falling down and I'm
Feeling nothing like
Laughing now I'm
Stopping now I'm
Reaching out and I'm
Feeling nothing

Yeah, you have created a rift within me
Now there have been several complications
That have left me feeling nothing
I might say, you were wrong to take it from me
Left me feeling nothing

Crawling now I'm
Beaten down I'm
Tortured now and I'm
Feeling nothing like
Hunting now I'm
Stalking now I'm
Reaching out and I'm
Killing nothing

I can feel you ripping and tearing
Feeding and growing inside of me
I want this, more than you know
I need this, give it back to me

Prelude 12/21 - AFI
This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise to depart just promise one thing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I thought,
I thought you need me,
This is what I thought so think me naïve,
I promise you a heart you'd promise to keep,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Baptize Me - The Exies
Youre in my head tormenting me
Im running scred in my time of need
Cuts on my head cuts on my feet
Im here waiting so baptize me
I need a reason i need to know just why
You were my meaning
Now its me you deny
Youre in my head tormenting me
Im here waiting so baptize me hole in myself
Kills by degrees
Gift of compassion
You gave to me
Blistered my hands
On your beliefs
Im here waiting so baptize me

Closer - NIN (Nine Inch Nails)
You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
Help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell
Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

Through every forest, above the trees
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive

 
 
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05 January 2009 @ 05:32 pm
Translations
For Themed Prompt Table #03 - Words
1.Wan mei - Beautiful, perfect
2.Gou pi - Bullshit
3.Xie xie - Thank you
4.Wode tian! - Oh God!
5.Ni zi - Little girl
6.Tyen tsai - Genius
7.Jia ting - Family
8.Fong luh - Loopy in the head
9.Ba ba - Daddy
10. WC - Must be a word in Chinese.
 
 
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♥ GENERAL ♥


TABLE #01
01.Silence02.Trust
03.Dream04.Help
05.Misplaced06.Insanity
07.Forever08.Sleep
09.Dangerous10.Writer's Choice




TABLE #02
01.Colors02.Summertime
03.Mirror04.Desperate
05.Theories06.Captured
07.Memory08.Fire
09.Childhood10.Writer's Choice




TABLE #03
01.Golden02.Serenity
03.Harvest04.Choice
05.Broken06.Whore
07.Cold08.Lawful
09.Persephone10.Writer's Choice




TABLE #04
01.Proof02.Glass
03.Serve04.Words
05.Rough06.Air
07.Whisper08.Lie
09.Spirit10.Writer's Choice




TABLE #05
01.Reavers02.Addict
03.Protect04.Mercenary
05.Vera06.Follow
07.Burn08.Assassin
09.Reader10.Writer's Choice




TABLE #06
01.Asyphxiate02.Progression
03.Hallowed04.Relevant
05.Decompose06.Synthetic
07.Monsoon08.Nefarious
09.Verbatim10.Writer's Choice




TABLE #07
01.Storm02.Preacher
03.Naive04.Mischeif
05.Practical06.Lucid
07.Ocean08.Chaos
09.Void10.Writer's Choice




TABLE #08
01.Money02.Rim
03.Uncoth04.Morals
05.Physical06.Naked
07.Heartless08.Obscene
09.Loyalty10.Writer's Choice




TABLE #09
01.Wake02.River
03.Liar04.Truth
05.Early06.Blood
07.Death08.Regret
09.Alibi10.Writer's Choice




TABLE #10
01.Hero02.Voices
03.Midnight04.Secret
05.Ultimatum06.Answer
07.Weapon08.Hate
09.Villian10.Writer's Choice




♥ THEMED ♥

01 - Sinful - "I'm a fan of all seven." - Mal
01.Sloth02.Gluttony
03.Pride04.Envy
05.Greed06.Lust
07.Wrath08.Mercy
09.Wisdom10.Writer's Choice




02 - Colors - "He looks better in red." - River
01.Blue02.Red
03.Purple04.Green
05.Brown06.Yellow
07.Gray08.Orange
09.Black10.Writer's Choice




03 - Words - "Bee-jway!" - Mal - Translations
01.Wan Mei02.Gou pi
03.Xie xie04.Wode tian
05.Ni zi06.Tyen tsai
07.Jia ting08.fong luh
09.Ba ba10.Writer's Choice




04 - Go Greek - "If I'da wanted schoolin' I'da gone to school!" - Jayne
01.Agamemnon02.Orion
03.Apollo04.Demeter
05.Orpheus06.Ariadne
07.Perseus08.Pygmalion
09.Atalanta10.Writer's Choice (of Greek mythology)




05 - Ode To The Bard - "Yes, I've read a poem. Try not to faint." - Mal - Full Quotes
01.Orsino; Twelfth Night02.Cassius; Julius Caesar
03.Lady Macbeth; Macbeth04.King/Henry V; Henry V
05.Desdemona; Othello06.Queen; Hamlet
07.Murellus; Julius Caesar08.Puck; A Midsummer Night's Dream
09.Benedick; Much Ado About Nothing10.Writer's Choice (of any Shakespeare line)




06 - Fairy Tales - "Ooo, Look at the preeties!" - Kaylee
01.Princess02.Knight In Shinning Armor
03.Toad/Frog04.Damsel In Distress
05.Fairy Godmother06.Ballroom
07.Sword08.Glass Slipper
09.Midnight10.Writer's Choice (should be Fairy Tale related)


♥ SONG PROMPTS ♥

01 - Mixed Tape - Lyrics
01.Coma White02.Bring Me To Life
03.Hot N Cold04.Falling Away From Me
05.Control06.Circles
07.Numb08.Prelude 12/21
09.Baptize Me10.Closer




02 - Linkin Park Rules - Lyrics
01.Given Up02.Papercut
03.Don't Stay04.Crawling
05.No More Sorrow06.Breaking The Habit
07.Faint08.In Between
09.In The End10.Leave Out All The Rest


 
 
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